:D

2009-11-07T21:26:00.002+08:00

BYE Ive moved. :D

finalreckon.wordpress.com

2009-11-03T22:45:00.001+08:00

epic epic epic. year4s yr classroom are all damn clean nao :D

2009-10-28T00:42:00.003+08:00

Grades are all released and the epic thing is we got back 6 papers outta 7 on Monday -_- which means we only got back our HCL today, and we had 3hrs of break! super duper epic. vball was fun and seeing jiemin play aeiou was even more hilarious.

Here are some results for a glance:
Amath: 89/100
Emath: 83++/100
Chem: 74/100
Chinese: 130/200 => 65/100
Physics: 63/100 (this.is.super.demoralizing)
History: 33/50 (walao)
LA: Epic. It's a B, the results for each component formed 2 extreme ends.

I will say no result met my target. >90 was my target for amath and >85 for emath. The imba carelessness and act smart assumptions made were rather costly.
But i shall take what ive said back bcos of knowing that many people did not do well for their math papers.. so ya.

Physics is most walao, seriously walao. 15 for MCQs is wtf. Damn lousy lah. I got an A for sects B and C, and the MCQs raped my balls. To think i did the Physics 1001Mcqs book. -_- no effect lawl.

Tmr is the SH Prepatory(i know this' spelled wrongly)Programme, and there's talks and cca exhibitions. (this srsly rekindles the memories of 2006 when we first came into DHS -.-) followed by inter-level games. shall go catch'em. think vball and soccer will be rather exciting.

Have planned out the stuffs that I have and want to do during this holidays.
Secured a job (I hope so, my sis' bf seemed to have done finish all the stuffs o.o I dunno la -.-) and earn some money to refill the hole in my account.

Read more books, and im so serious this time that I couldnt believe myself when i told myself that. But ive got no choice, it's inevitable sigh. 15 -.-

Spend a balanced time with friends and family, exam period has made me neglected the latter so its time to compensate back uh.

Alright I shall bring myself to sleep since it is quite late and to all people out there, takecare of yourself man. Gulp down that gallons of water if necessary to ensure that you will not be the next prey of 'sore throats and fevers and etc'. Yes.

Sometimes I think that people rly deserve a second chance. I feel a tinge of 牵挂 now. Imy.

alright gdbye! Bye cas have fun at Thailand! :D

2009-10-19T22:55:00.002+08:00

embrace yrself. he will not want to see you like that.
really. do not indulge in self-pity as it is really very horrible.
ive been through it and it's rly terrible.
takecare and enjoy life are the only words ive got for you.
not really in a position to say anyth.
ohwell cheerup, you wont read this i think.

cape no.7 with daren maureen yz today and alright it was gd haha.
guitar hero was noob, i swear to find a way to improve myself.
i think my hand's too small i cant reach the blue. ah.
quite okay, and malays are ftards. go sleep in your grass.

I cant help but feel sad for you,
a pity you dont tell me anything, nvm it is okay.
Be happy and be yourself and tts it.
Cheerup you (idnowhat)

2009-10-04T23:55:00.003+08:00

LA CHINESE CHEM AND HISTORY ARE ALL PASSE NAO.
The remaining challenges (hurhur): Math1,2 and Physics.
Now physics is an ass, we have such a stale relationship that i just cant be on good terms with it. Perhaps he's a little too naughty.

All right its the last week and i believe it is gna past very fast( now who am i bluffing hur -.-)
Shall pull up my socks and end this course a strong one.
My last 100m had always been good HAHA.

Some food for thought: I find it rly amusing about how people can get gaga over the opposite sex with him/her completely uninterested. A rejection seems harsh on the surface but it really tells you about how much substance you have in you; Most probably is a gosu zero. Seriously dislike and 看不起 this type of creatures. Head back to your Mars or Uranus and live there for all we human beings care.

More food for thought: I find it amusing too to fall into the trap of a completely unknown faggot who's born just to screw his mum up. Oh come on you think you're very cool and all sorts of stuffs? Now you're basically rubbish, and you can enjoy your mum's company for all we care. Such a fag.

Now i need to embrace myself and contd with my work. 2am's my aim.

You set me thinking once again hm, nvm jiayou.

2009-09-29T21:49:00.000+08:00

Bring it on exams, let it be the remnant reminiscence of me and you.
Im prepared but im scared.

lets do it people.

2009-09-24T00:23:00.002+08:00

now now now it's less than a week to exams, and i feel the stress.
the stress of not being able to attempt an easy question on any subj,
coupled with the nonsensical talk (xcept for some highlights) today, my mood was real bad the whole day today, gah

wellwellwell, a jigsaw piece seems to be missing and it's preventing me from completing my aims and targets,
and that is smth called self-discipline. i need a strong and long-lasting one, and not just one which only lasts for the next 16 days.
I am an endothermic reactn, and this reactn absorbs stress, hah.

everyth seems so normal, the tide is low, the exam papers have not come to light, our lives stil continue on.
till then, it might be too late for me to even say, 'I regret it very much,'
No i cant say that, i cannot say that,
for i know my fate will be utterly sealed upon that moment and I become a limiting reactant.

today i once again threw all the papers and books that were on my table on the floor. nah im not de-stressing.
It has come to a point where i feel i need to do smth big, and this is just the appetizer. The main course has yet to be served.
I wonder how things will be like in the near future, i really wonder and my thoughts tell me that it aint a desirable thing unless... well

i think i had just wasted precious time here, when i could have gone to sleep or attempt more organic chem qns, but for now let me seek comfort in w/e i can find in a radius of 2metres.
I shall consider what to do after that. Im mentally hurt, very.

Till then,

2009-09-21T23:33:00.001+08:00

Hang on firm, and all will be fine, (i hope)
i just brushed whatever stuffs i had on the table, eg: books, papers etc.
super bad temperament. fucking hell tmr theres 3 periods of chinese, how am i gna stay awake this time, you bitch grh.

why aint my comp spoiled too? and really have to agree that ignorance is bliss.
knowing too much sometimes aint a good thing, but they are rather interesting, at least, ._.
andandand why otehr class got chem mock we dont have!!!!

2009-09-18T21:49:00.001+08:00

i feel so lousy in making ppl happy
and I feel lousier if someone else does it instead
dunno how dunno what dunno blah, i shall bury myself furhter in books bye

you're not forgotten m'dear
hah

2009-09-04T20:47:00.000+08:00

bye my friend; the grass is greener on the other side,
im afraid im unable to enjoy it, here's wishing you all the best, and i suppose a year was delightful enough,
thank you for everyth, and yknow im talking abt you yea

there's not much time left for me
i hate this ttm,

2009-08-31T22:16:00.000+08:00

blogger has dumb problems and finally i can post pfft
sigh i feel the immense stress, how to score well and not just well but exceptionally well?
bleah, im feeling bad now HAHA
okay i shall go do some work and then i go to sleep.
10airport tmr, that's challenging.

2009-08-24T00:09:00.001+08:00

suntec food was :D
airport was :D
:D :D :D :D

are shows rly that impt to you?
:(

2009-08-23T01:20:00.001+08:00

linear law and curves and circlesssss tesssssttttt!
oh w/e screw that upside down, i should be sleeping now hur but ah.
4-1 to arsenal :D and 5-0 to man u hm

screw fleming's rules.
anybody know why Fleming invented the Left and Right Hand rules?!
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bcos he has only 3 fingers on each hand :D

i think that's so cool ok bye i really need to sleep

2009-08-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

I appreciate rational people especially people like our HOA (:
Everything is appeased yay
Back to studying...

2009-08-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

I need to buy more Haagen Daz Ice cream to eat liao. Then i will know that carbon dioxide can sublime.
wtf that never came across my mind la, fuck.
I have no confidence for this chem test; When i had, i got a mere 16. So predict the one when i have no confidence.
Zz fuck
and mousehunt screwing me up, i only caught <10 mouse today. fail

this wk is a short week
and i am not studying. perhaps i am destined to stay in fucking dunmanhigh
whatever

congrats to yr success today hur, hope to seeyou soon har.
Bye i think im going to bed.

2009-08-16T02:03:00.002+08:00

I dont know why im still awake at this point of time it is wayyyyee past my sleeping time. maybe i will after the arsenal everton match ends. :D
it's 4-0 nao to arsenal haha :D
bee.

2009-08-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

la la la this is :(
pfft

2009-08-15T12:15:00.000+08:00

Another wk has just past like that and damnit history test was so fking screwed.
Stupid expectations, screw'em upside down. Now it's a wk lesser before our fates are decided on the pen and paper. It's contaigous and alluring, it just made you feel no good when others surpass you in an ability you're once top at. oh what nonsense am i talking about nao?

So feel like going on a hiatus, like (______)
but oh well doesnt' really matter that much anymore.
it's time to bury our heads into the books.
Moments of hardship will bring about happiness in the future to come.
(At least I feel this way nao. Maybe i wont, soon)

and you are leaving soon

2009-08-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

Okay so im back and it has been 3 days of intensive work.
the sad thing is i still have the same amount of workload to complete.
so inefficient sigh. and imma still blogging here hur.
okay i go do essay rdy. I want a bloody A for history andim sure i can do it.
It's hanging on a thread. An atomic bomb in a cold war. I will love to see that occurence. bye lovelies.

2009-08-06T06:07:00.000+08:00

hihi i am so bored now,
it's so long, i concede, i hate waiting zz.
okay bye i dno what to blog abt too.
seeyou Singaporeee.

hm.

2009-08-05T21:03:00.001+08:00

im leaving in (-counts) 6hrs timee. i wanna eat some good food for breakfast lol.
and i dont wanna come back once i reach there, stay there forever for good :(
i will miss DIM and Co, and you. (:
i shall get sth for you people, nice people, cool people. :D
(edit later i go watch tv)

HI im back, and im going to sleep after this,
seeyou in 5/6 days time.
Happy advanced birthday Singapore. You're 44 time to grow up. LOL joking.
may everyone indulge in the superb atmosphere of national day, though i cant as im in a foreign country ):
missyou much, and all the best to 4e for math test. ^^
missfang take care toooo. condolences~/
hm dno what to type. i think i will have not enough cheese to last for so many days lol. -.-
okay thats for it. have fun during national day celeb and national day and everyth else.
With that i end it. bye i love you ppl :D

2009-08-04T22:24:00.001+08:00

i only got 400posts i realise, so little hm.
poor miss fang hope her personal problems are fine. COME BACK SOON IT IS WEIRD NOT HEARING YOU MENTIONING CERTAIN NAMES. (we know who ^^)
aighty mighty, i need to find you PLPL to get my damned form sign.
aighty mighty, i need to find a math teacher to let me take my damn statistics test tmr.
aighty mighty, i will really become imbaly depressed if i get another 34. this depends on the condition that i can complete the paper with brimming confidence.
aighty mighty, i am _____ off soon dont miss me.
aighty mighty, i wanna study real hard. i think this is the 4943869739586th time i said this to myself.
no plus 1 this is the 4943869739587th time.
aighty mighty, i need to get physics into my head. by indoctrination. it's gna work i believe.
aighty mighty, i dont know what to write rdy. talk to me.
aighty mighty, this is my 400th post and i think it's so little compared to others.
aighty mighty, i am going to do math and then sleep.
aighty mighty, switch off the laptop now.
aighty mighty, loves :D

dims are :D :D :D
p.s i just emptied by bank today. it is left with 0.71, epic.
p.s.s i bought a nice apparel for 29. heeeeheeee.

2009-08-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

hm slpover at laura's house was :D just that sth was so annoying (we all know what) in the middle of the night when one attempts to sleep. i think it's worse than snoring. HAHA. no offence tanlaura.
it was such a long day out ytd. starbucks (hey you look familar, whats ur name hm? ._.), cathay, ps, overheard with tan,lio,leong,woh, pasirris with lio,woh,leong,tan at laura's house :D
the only disgusting thing was the oily hair-.- feels rather gross to the maxxxxz.

yeah quite fun but rather mindblowing hahhha. happy memories last i hope :D
Im posting this in an opposite mood i r having now,-.-
nvm i hope it will be fine.
b b b b b b b b b b b bitch. :D
nighty mighty fk school tmr.

2009-08-01T10:22:00.000+08:00

today is a saturrrdayyyy. i hope it's a nice day.
'snail' :D HAHA. nah i need to do some work first before the fun later.
and i think im gna do relatively badly for math test. :)
but i hope for otherwiseeeeee.
before i can have some fun in HK.

kaboom, im really sorrry.

okay bye. lets go do work.

2009-07-30T20:39:00.002+08:00

Today my friend was feeling frustrated. I attempted to cheer her up but instead i had to apologise for cheering her up. fml.
you think you're feeling screwed up? it's just you do not know what i am going through right now. i did not mention to you bcos you wouldnt care. i dont know. i hope you will be better tmr. dont think you will see this.

ok period. today was another boring day. and tmr is friday again. THATS LIKE A FUCKING WEEK GONE AGAIN. screw off.
i feel like a restricted worm. i wanna free myself of my own self restrictions. i wanna try what can i do when i do not come home from a night. i feel like a 21 instead of a 16. but i do stuffs that are like 10.

And im coming online too often. fuck life. i dont wanna live anymore.

(/edit) i feel my level of resilence dropping like a waterfall.

(//edit) i think it is so much better to be an introvert. youdont offend people with insulting words.

2009-07-29T22:05:00.000+08:00

The right place at the right time with the right opportunity.
I guess that wont happen to me right. Why wasnt I so critical of myself years ago. Naw we dont talk abt the past. Present is the key. right.
i dont like coming home now, it makes me think alot and seriously alot.
i cant bear to face the future. i perceive it to be a black hole that is gna suck me in and i remain stuck there forever.
just like sunwukong and the wdv thingy right.

Ri ben cun with company was good. that 20bucks spent was good too. the explicit stuffs were even fantastic.
sometimes it is the company i suppose.
and hi lorry. tanahmerah and bedok. HAHA.
i will go read the chem article review articles and i will go to sleep.
life seems so short for me. 24hrs are like, what, 10hrs? shrugs.

:(

2009-07-27T20:03:00.003+08:00

Miss Fang just doesn't like me :(
I got 3 times 34 for math test le leh, then every time the 1 mark kena subtracted is like super retarded reason one fag.
I am so demoralized that i am going to stop typing nao.
bye.

(/edit) Im back. Im currently feeling very down. w/e i will be fine.
I cant wait to board the plane. at least i can get out of this undesirable place for a moment.
i dislike the competitveness yet i am one myself. i wonder how people think and feel about me.
i wonder how do i perceive myself to others? im rather sure is nothing positive hur.
i feel so shitty, im behavinglike the old times. my old me.
and that is a big no good. mama :(

i r gonna revise matrix i dont know how to find inverse. ad-bc.
sigh i seriously want to get out of this place now.
any listening ear available? perhaps, no.
I might be back later. depending on my mood.

(/edit) congratulations seanteo you have just done what you have not in 2 yrs. i seriously see no hope in life now.
i feel like such a failure. i fail, am failing, failed.

2009-07-26T14:01:00.000+08:00

Ha Ha Ha. I sink Mr Swee gives me motivation to write an LA Essay more than miss yeo does.
and triple yay i just completed the LA written assignment that we were asked to do over the wkends.
but i took an hr lol instead of 45min. oh well at least i finished it hoohah.
will edit this later, i shall go sound the horn in a few minutes time and i will go study physics.
Force on a conductor or w/e along tt line. pfft bye.

2009-07-25T23:06:00.004+08:00

Self-discipline self-discipline who can give me self-discipline. :(
I need'em like desperately. Dont mind me here. Everyday I will be thinking and asking myself. What if i dont get out of here? Must i suffer for another 2 years? Or will the outside world be more of a suffering instead of here. For at least i know, i will be suffering for sure if i continue my weekend life like that. It is so detrimental i'd realise and i hope its not too late. Maybe it is..

It's like T3W5 from tmr onwards, 5wks more of studying in T3, should be arnd 4 due to some holidays and my hk trip, 1 wk of school holiday, 1 wk of school and (dno how many) weeks of study leave and we will all be sitting at the hall again. To think about it, we were just there like a few mnths ago isnt it. Sadly, it has been a year. But i gotta admit this year is so much of a better year than the last. With PW and being a little friendlier, i realise class is not that bad after all, (only to a certain few) Toward the others, i've no comments i guess. yall are just like the school. hah.

i guess one thing i will miss is the playing of the wardrobes at the back of the class. (right kellie? :D ) my coffeshop hahaha.
I sound like im reminsicing. -.- ohwell.
I need to focus. FOCUS. focus. FOCUSSSSSSSSSSS.

that's it bye earthlings. love.

2009-07-24T23:11:00.002+08:00

Alas the damn weekend is here. At least i will have 2 days to rest my body.
I feel so weary and everyth from the daily activities of life, which is mainly school. The worst part is you are falling asleep or rather you r aslp, and youre forced to pick yourself up before the teacher catches you sleeping. And i guess we, 4E people know who that is yeah.
It is living hell, period.

AND i didnt present ACE today. Look. It can be a good thing and it can be a bad thing, depends on how you look at it right. a half cup of water or the cup is half empty. i'd prefer the latter. ._.
MS FANG CHYE PIN WHERE IS OUR INTEGRATION TEST IT HAS BEEN 2 WEEKS.
ok this is random ya.

Today is the 24th of July. It's 2 months before i suffer at the hands of the wrath of the living hell i am in nao. :(
I think i need good friends arnd me, if not i will contd to 沦陷 to the deepest sea of abyss.
I am eating wonton noodles now. yay.

I shall go and think about some issues at hand before going to sleep.
I am very very very tired, and sick of life now.
My mum's saying i shd ctrl my spendings. And i agree to an elephant extent.
Bee.

2009-07-23T19:47:00.002+08:00

hi i feel so unproductive this week. playtime more than worktime and im feeling so tired every now and then.
esp when theres sth that has relation with chinese. eg: HCL lesson and with CME being the last lesson of the day.
it just screws up my body's functioning process.
and my neck still hurts from the sleeping on the wardrobe at the back of the class.
i swear im never going to do so again. period.

and i think mr swee is so much better than miss _ _ _ fill in the blanks yrself, yall should know ha.
at least he doesnt tell us stuffs that are common sense to a common sensed human.
he tells us cool stuffs and productive stuffs and with he graduated from RJ 2 yrs ago, i guess believeing in him to guide me back into the right track of LA is a rather effective way.
I realise i am posting everynow and then. esp when i get home and finished my dinner,
maybe my mind triggers my thoughts after a meal.
I still feel rather traumatized and shocked over someissues.
i am experiencing some psychological traumatization and emotional problems suddenly.
WHY. F it. FML.

Okay i am going to bathe and revise math and complete the hmw that is due tmr.
ACE presentation tmr.
I hope i am presenting. I wanna get out of that rather sticky mess. So complicated :(
Bye earthlings.

2009-07-22T19:40:00.004+08:00

Hah Chem test is over, i think it is oh-kay.
lets apply some logical thinking analysis here. MCQs questions are to spur us on and allow us to achieve better grades for a particular test right? apparently, it didnt happen today.
the MCQs were so hardcore that sigh i think i lost 2 marks alr.
Maybe i can get back from the bonus, but ahh.
i think the chem test was really doable and i should have owned it. sighpfft.

I really need to buck up on my physics. period.

Bye i am going to do something constructive now,

2009-07-21T23:53:00.002+08:00

I am suppose to study my chemistry. Okay no i am done with it. I just dont unds simple cell.
The negative terminal is the negative electrode, which is the cathode! why other ppl say is the anode. :(
feel so demoralized then and i decided to come here and do all these lame stuffs.
luckily im not online on msn, ah if not gee g.

past few days have been rather great. PW was good, but i havent come up with the things to write for the report. so sorwee, i do tmr aight. :D
Angel VS Demon.
KLP SB was good too, a rather magnificent session. lorry left early :(

okay i am so going to sleep nao, if not i will be whining like today, and chemistry is on the 3rd period.
I dont pray, i hope i get desirable grades.
I am rather emo now.
I wanna tick back the clock.
BYE earthlings. di qiu ren vs hua ren vs ma lai ren.
so DIAO. HAHA.

Bee Bee

2009-07-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

I think i am going to self destruct soon.
I cant breathe. I wanna electrolyse myself but i am made up of ions that are not halide. Eg: sulphate ion and nitrate ion.
and i have no cation bcos im so negative. kaboom, boom.
No im not going to say the F word. Bye imy.

2009-07-19T23:41:00.003+08:00

HI EVERYBODY I THINK I GOT A DAMN COOL PENCIL BOX NOW.
BUT MY SISTER TELL ME THAT IT IS OUT OF TREND ALREADY. LIKE IT IS DAMN TRENDY LAST TIME MAYBE 2 YEARS AGO BUT NO LONGER TRENDY NOW. SIGH.
MY CHEAPEST ASSET LEH I THINK. 2.50!

Okay but someone else has cheaper one HUR. but nvm, i think it is cool.
i think at least this is a slight change in me. i believe it is a good start
SO i manage to study chem at BK today alone. but aiya sustainability was only arnd 2plus hrs close to 3, i hope i unds more stuffs now
I electrolyse you hahahaha

OKAY IM GOING TO PACK MY BAG AND GO TO SLEEP NOW
AND HAPPY FACIAL HARMONY DAY EVERYBODY. OH NO I MEANT IT AS RACIAL.
then you will hear me being racist tmr again.
HOW DO INDIANS COMMUNICATE. I SHALL REVEAL THE ANSWER IN MY NEXT POST.
I DONT KNOW WHY I AM SO HIGH.
BYE.

i somehow agree with you, but i dunno. Have a nice harmonize day everyone :D

2009-07-18T00:29:00.002+08:00

Day out at Clarke Quay with iris daren and maureen.
and transportation cost me 30 bucks, -.- i srsly nd some course that teaches me how to control my finances. they r leaking like water.
and yeah. it was cool yo. talked abt life, mr L lol, and how can we dissolve into a wall and say hi to people that walks past. -.-
HAHA. and aint the initials of clarke quay CQ? yeh, then it was written as CO with a ~ below the O. -.- such acts of adorableness, :D

yeah and i think such thingys are productive :D
it propels you to work, motivates you to strive for greater heights and accomplishments, :D so, lets have more hahahaha.
but no more clarke quay pls. my pockets are burnt. boom poof.
aight im off to bed and i will see what i can do for tmr.
probably, i will... idk.

p/s I WANNA WATCH POTTER.
p/p/s I STILL WANNA WATCH POTTER WHY YOU DONT WANT WATCH POTTER.
p/p/p/s MSN WITH THEM IS FUN N COOL.

DOODNIGHT.
Iris: yalor, you amaze me with your awesomeness, and ive got no more flu. EH LEARN TO DRINK MILK and EAT CHOC. :D

2009-07-13T19:29:00.002+08:00

ohmygod 2wks has past like zoom. la compre test down, chem test no more, math test was a breeze, no i shouldnt say that, later i dont do well ppl say i damn ego :(
haha aight and wts its like 2 mths to end of years, :( no i dwan it to come it just makes me nervous and makes me question my abilities and such.
what if i cant get out,
what if i rly cant get out,
what if i rly rly rly cant get out.
i think i will be damn sad.
then i see evryone successfully get out.
i will be even more sad.
no i must not let that happen.
i must not regret the outcome.
because i decide the outcome.
and not the outcome decides for itself.
yes.
aiyahhhhhhh. i dont know. im noob in evryth. :(
if china can win japan, why cant i fail math?
period.

ciao.

this is a post of rubbish, im wasting my time again oh rah

2009-06-28T23:52:00.001+08:00

Its back to the days of school, where amazing happens. so amazing~
wonder will fang send me home tmr if my flu and cough doesnt recover by tmr.
Hm. bye.

2009-06-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

Its back to the days of school, where amazing happens. so amazing~
wonder will fang send me home tmr if my flu and cough doesnt recover by tmr.
Hm. bye.

2009-06-28T13:40:00.003+08:00

no this is so depressing.
school's gna resume in 19 hoursz. and what am i doing down here.
yeah waste time it is. lets see what have i not done...
e-port (hua gna rape my ass)
history sbcs (you're so disgusting,)
ace ministerial report (mrlee do you want some instant gratification?)
1 Journal left. (why is msyeo still teaching!?, no offence hi)
ok i thnk thats for it, no, one chem paper left. aiya.
im sy's fave, she wont scold lol.

how i wished i would have contracted h1n1. for at least i thought so ytd, waking up in the middle of the night with a running nose, a throat that caught fire and aching muscles. okay maybe tts because of sth else -.- tt feeling SUCKS. Its like poo, youre in deepshit ohnoz. ah, doc say im fine no h1n1. and im so depressed over that. LOA, okay no its not is quaratine, will be so nice. at least no school. :O
life will enter a new stage then, i wonder how it feels like mienz.

In the mean time, i shall go revise physics since theres gna be a pop quiz and dc circuits is like shenmeniao, im not good at tht.
i wonder what change will there be when school reopens tmr. i foresee nth pleasing, at least.
why do i feel like i will forget to bring one of the holy items that fang wants to see tmr? shiz this aint tt gd.

2009-06-16T23:46:00.001+08:00

So amazing, its amazing. LOL.
okay um. how i wished i was in council.
like. it seems fun LOL. oh budge, toolate anw.
AIGHT I DISLIKE HOLIDAYS I SLACK EVEN MORE OH BLASHIT.
i dwanna do my hmwk.
screw off. ._.

2009-06-12T22:35:00.002+08:00

Deeeeeeep Shiatz. -.-
The buzzer sounds, and its 2 wks of holidays past. Great. -.-
WHAT CAN ONE ACHIEVE IN TWO MEASLY WEEEEEEKS.
im sure i cant do much, while others earn millions:)
AH Bla Im on a rollercoaster ride now.
We'll see about that later. BYEBYE :)

2009-06-10T22:32:00.001+08:00

Im too reliant.

Is it too late to realise or sth hm.

Isnt it just a game or sth.

2009-06-10T22:16:00.002+08:00

how on earth can a simple game screws people up.
ah, forget it. It just catches me and turns me off.
I need a bath, sis' taking too long.

anyway. holidays aint that productive as what i've planned it to be.
im far behind schedule.
im far behind my goals.
im far behind my targets.
all this boils down to 1 simple thing.
ie. FAILURE.

maybe one rly should know his own limits and not climb a tree of 100inches tall.
yeah if theres really so many maybes, they aint maybes anymore.
maybe a be? oh wow ftw.

i swear upon my moomoo cup, (-.-)
that im gna switch the moods and really, i guess, it's time to turn the tables arnd. its time to gain the basic respect one deserves.
and its really time to get out of the shadow tt ive lived in for the previous 16yrs of my life.

oh and wow im 16 rdy. 8 days ago. oldie fogey bogey mogey.
a 16 yr old behaving like a 7 yr old. Impressive hm.
nvm like ive said, its time to turn the tables arnd.
the chips are in my hands now and i will fully 把握 this opportunity tt might nehver come again.

And Rafael Alston ftw. Loves.
But i will not want him to be that impressive on thursday night.
So does Mickael Pietrus. muaha.
pure bias it seems.

aight to you ppl out there, share the loveee.
its vacation time.

2009-05-22T22:39:00.002+08:00

HM. Im jealous. :/// what a pool of mixed emotions like a plate of rojak. ( Ooh food)
damnit mr teo. ask me do history file can lah. still ask me go for the damnit i-think-its-gna-be-imbaly-boring history talk.
like omg :O ive never went off such stuffs. trust me. i'll be down within half an hr. or maybe even lesser :)

ah there goes my precious saturday sleep :(
school's getting more __________ and _____________
theres practically nthg to look forward to at all.
xcept maybe some. -scratches head hm.
aight aight. interclass is over too. D:
sometimes i'd wonder why am i just lacking upon comparison with others.
maybe rly is 人比人,会死人 ._.
NVM. hah.

Night everyone im off ciao.
i hope im able to achieve my goal.
it's hard. :(

2009-05-17T00:32:00.003+08:00

Nothing much to say, but just think that ure a fking screw up.
one day you'll eat ur fellow screw up, up, and you'll know how screw up you two are. Losers. ^^

And i discriminate Fat People, who are Black and have no sense of shame.
Dont ask me why, they are just irritants.
I suppose yall have the same sentiments as me ya. (:
I had broken my self-promised promise, to play... aiya. sucks. rofl.
like that how to get my >3.6 :(
no use continue ranting here, i shall go and get my rest now since its late. sigh.
Ciao.

2009-05-11T01:24:00.004+08:00

Hohohoho. The hardcore week is over and tmr's a school holiday! school declared holiday! lol.

PW OP is over, :D think that it was a litte ke xi due to the cool flaw i made during my presentation, but oh well. overall still fine but got pwned by Q&A though. :( argh that just makes me boil. nvm. z.

Physics mini over, :D chem over. :D

math differentiation test's over. :D 35 please! if not, its gna be a virgin A for math2 and i cant accept that and i might commit suicide. D: ah rofl.

Chinese. arghh. 59 LEH WTF, IM GONNA RISK MYSELF IN LANDING INTO TROUBLE WITH THE TEACHERS WITH THIS. why the fuck do you even test us on the chengyus and yanyus when you dont even include them in the CA? aint all components supposed to be counted? youre doing us nothing but fuck and screwing up our grades. To think that last yr's 90% of As for chinese was an illusion. Im so sure that it isnt now due to your 'coherent' way of marking scripts. We dont give you respect? Its more like you dont. every small matter like some murmuring under those seats was pinpointed by you and made it seem like it's a grave sin to talk in class like that. Go arnd asking, who doesnt talk in class? which teachers dont accept that and simply shouts her voice off. Seeking attention? hah maybe. whatever it is, im so not gna bother about chinese anymore. As long as i pass my hcl o lvl, im not gna take chinese in my High school education, be it im in dhs or somewhere else.

Im utterly speechless about you.

and so many things had happened this wk other than the above mentioned.

interclass is postponed due to lvl camp student leaders' training.

but lvl camp student leaders' training is cancelled due to the cancellation of level camp.

srsly la, malaysia is not even a targeted area for the virus and yet the school's being so whiny and so sissy about just going abroad for a camp? no doubt that the responsibility is huge if someone rly gets affected. but for all i know, we are the affected ones now not due to the hinni virus but the cancellation of lvl camp. urgh. DHS only know how study study study, give more hwk to complete, give more assignments and deadlines and blah, and not knowing to let us take a breather from the hectic workload we get from the school daily in daily out.

simply Sucks.

wonder why i've got so much to say. ):

im just putting myself in a situation where im gna have tea with the tchers. ohwell, im putting on a smile towards that if it rly happens. hah hah hah. _|_ you.

koei. im gna sleep now. im quite. tired. -.-

ciao.

2009-04-23T21:51:00.002+08:00

Today was a, hm, fine day i guess.

rofl. the holy wednesday is approaching where we got 3 presentations and 2 tests :D

so exciting manz.

-.-

SIGH, i need solutions to all these brain racking problems that are depleting my brain cells.

D: did poorly for math circular measure test.

Can be better one la zomg. very. disappointed.

~.~ if only everryth was as easy as countdown-ing the time to sleep, imma sure own all of ya.

rawr.

okie. another week had past, so fast!

i dont know what im typing rdy.

-.-

so.

bye.

awwett.

2009-04-17T23:50:00.002+08:00

What a moment of history the moment i left school.

i have never left school so early before, and not to mention it is a friday tday, -.-

hmm, maybe things rlly change over time. drastically in a sense.

ANYWAY, mood should be better since its a weekend again for some physical and mental rest. For why is there arising conflicts that are made so obvious? Behaving like some 5 yr old kids, not friending you due to some kickass noob reason. its, unbelievable? Worse thing, still must act as if theres nthg wrong when no choice get tgt, -.-

Sigh. What a change. A change for the better for some, while a change for the worse for others.

Worse=imbaly freaking damn bad, rofl. pardon my limited scope of vocabulary.

Note: This doesnt concern me at all, im just stating and observing what i see. Just like blue solution formed when copper cation is identified in a solution when aqueous NaOH is added, oh wtf wdvz. i'vegot a chem pract on monday yuck,zz.

P.S I just came online.

P.S.S I just posted this.

dont think too much, really. :)

im rather, pretty sure that you are not hmz.

okie im off. its 12 le. Night to eveeeryyybody. each human soul out there, ITS TIME TO SLEEP :)

Tentative And Pendingz

2009-04-15T21:23:00.004+08:00

ohkay. practical was not done today due to lab technicians leaving early today -.-

soooo, maybe i'll be taking it on friday due to nationals tmr.

qualify and will be taking next monday. -.-

im sure we will qualify, for i'll be hanging up my spikes after tmrs race and im gna give my best and best and everything more than best :)

Why do everything seem to weigh down on me so heavily yet i still can be so relaxed over it and taking things step by step.

Others might be mugging their heads off, completing essays, completing projs yet i feel nothing about it. Those mandatory things seem unimportant to me, but what's important then? ):

As for now, imma going to find sthg constructive to do, for im afraid a catastrophe might settle for me the next thing i never know.

And congratulations to Melanie, Sharon, Fang Hua for qualifying for 200 finals!

all the best tmr for 100! then 1-2 final :D

zomg yall so pro hahaha.

jiayou jiayou jiayou.

and why do i feel so sore. im not fit to be anw, :/

andand quote of the day rofl i think quite cool

Change is the only constant, (:

2009-04-10T19:25:00.001+08:00

what a way to end it.

im never surprised.

2009-04-07T21:17:00.002+08:00

oooh its the last day of the wk and its the end of wk 3. :O

nono im getting out of here first. work work.

Bye.

2009-04-05T01:19:00.002+08:00

im so glad wk 2 is over. it made me almost felt like never before. -.-

so wk 3...... naw wk 3 no tests but still.

school is fking sian.

need hand in chem metal writeup, chem proj's ppt, finish chem exercise (note the chem, wts)

rah and i think my intellectual level has drastically decreased.

As fast as a waterfall, how sweet eh.

nah this aint right. It's time to fix things back into whre they dutifully belong.

its a sunday woot. but idk whether its gna be a productive one or just a slack-and-go one ):

im afraid my footsteps will take me to a no man's land where im doomed for life.

how critical.

nvmz. i shall end here and go to sleep now.

for once i feel so terrific, for idk what reason;

may things change for the better.

scoooot.

2009-03-30T00:17:00.002+08:00

I doubt my survival for the coming week.

the teachers did not mention the test dates.

3 tests will rape me up down left and right. chem's revised but im still unsure.

math. im fcking disappointed in myself over it. the recent math test had my confidence hit a new low. like really. sigh.

LA. what can i say about it? i failed my compre test, and barely passed the first one.

im afraid to think about the outcome of this one.

my eyes are closing when typing this. im damn hungry.

it's a monday today. some ppl can lol me.

todays 30th. 3003 looks nice doesnt it haha.

idk what else to say. i feel so restraint towards my actions.

-continues ranting.

ah just realise tmr got 4 chem. zzz.

and also realise such complaints are for sec1s and 2s uh.

whatever. im beginning to type nonsense.

-ends ranting.

Bye and have a great week ahead,

Although i know i wont have./

2009-03-29T14:29:00.002+08:00

Neh i still cant get over the fact that i didnt qualify for the semifinals of the cashflow competition. but nvm it's k.

spent the entire day out, quite okay, yeah.

nothing else to say rofl.

just know that there's alot of things to do, to concentrate on, to focus on.

I just dont feel like. to hell with the 3 tests next week.

Im not gna give a shit about it. whoever that claims results matter, alt f4 plox. :)

im gna take my afternoon nap. bye.

2009-03-09T21:58:00.003+08:00

amidst the cheers of insatiable happiness when our kim jong fang announced the postpone of math test, i was wondering why no physics teacher go up there and announce the same thing too? -shrugs.

Things to do now seriously are piling up my neck.

1. Prepare for physics test.

2. Complete my last LA journal. i feel complacent.

3. Lets see. Ah. LA file. ):

4. LA PW individual report. this. is. the. most. screw. up. one.

5. Chinese food project. oh, no comments. ^^

6. RE-STUDY math test when it's on T2w1. zz.

7. IDK WHAT ELSE BUT I KNOW THERE IS ALOT. BRAIN'S MALFUNCTIONING rah.

The above is of no specific order. But they are all of significant impact on my life.

If only i have a choice in not doing it sigh.

On a greater note, i just added 2 tests to my tally of passes this year for tests. :)

cheers.

And thursday's a holiday due to the excellent results obtained by our impressive pioneer batch of A level students. I wonder how the result will be like when it's our batch. mhm.

oh and wow i've posted so much.

Tmr's tuesday; Monday blues are really blue. Shant go into detail rofl.

Okay. Im going to do some physics before i head off to the desired place of all, the bed.

Love (:

2009-02-26T23:02:00.003+08:00

History test was Fine. Left 2 blanks due to the low confidence i had toward my knowledge of history. :(

27500=130000x. any right mind person will take left divide by right right? i took the other way round! and therefore it's wrong. -.-

Im gna drink mercury next time when i see it. rah.

And miss fang just loves to make a fool out of herself. and idk why people find her adorable. ok maybe alittle, but sometimes she goes too overboard.

Poor dog. or is a huskie? is there such a word? lol.

It's friday tmr. time passes fking fast.

So much things due. How.

Die. ):

Bye.

2009-02-24T21:58:00.003+08:00

Hm. How historical. Tmr's gna be a moment of history where history test comprises of the most loved component-Mcqs. :D

but wrong -1 leh wtf sian.

Nvm think it's gna be rather okay, since i tried to study with my mind blocked and twirled by certain things. Im just like the magnesium in the sacrifical protection. Willingness (:

Bla. Lets hope things improve over the days.

School's getting boring with lessons going nowhere ahead. Time's wasted with NFS sigh.

another historical moment:

Im going to sleep now. My brain is malfunctioning.

But it's k. Be optimistic. lmao.

:C I feel possessive.

Bye.

2009-02-22T21:13:00.002+08:00

The need to write essays after essays, journals after journals is so zz.

it's week8 and zomg there's chinese everyday. blooody.

it's wk 8 which means more things are coming in my way.

They are annoying things fyi.

And im finding ways to relax myself. Yes im gna do so now.

Bye.

Bitch.

2009-02-16T22:42:00.002+08:00

I will ace my chemistry test.

If i fail my chemistry test, idk what im gna do.

But im still gna past my chemistry test.

what's the problem with chemistry test?

it's just chemistry test and not the end of the world.

I've got a nice uncle (shu rofl)

But then redox is still making my head go berserk.

Im back to redox now.

Im gna ace chemistry test.

the things on passing/ace-ing chemistry test are all my wishful thinking. :)

2009-02-08T23:31:00.002+08:00

Ha so today was a magnificent day with an attempt to do history, terribly failed. Not that it's very tough, just that the feeling of engaging with the past is not there.

And like seriously, we should engage in more rounds of Diplomacy. One or two or three per day is just like feeding ants a small crumb of bread. ^^

ohhoh school starts at 9 again tmr. meaning i can have more time with my bed. It's currently complaining about the lack of company it has from me. -.-

With school smiling at me once again, i've got nothing to say.

Nownow it's time to go to bed and contemplate about the things tmr.

It's pretty inside, i guess?

P.S sickly old man.

2009-02-07T01:57:00.003+08:00

do people who are more incline in certain things destined to screw up other things in their lifes? Be it social relationship or wdv, does it really ya? And sometimes it's truly frustrating to feel a sudden gush of thought that runs through your mind which really makes you wanna trigger a gun if you possessed it.

zomg why does it sound so pessimistic. im an optimist <3

so school has been relatively fine and peaceful just that some things are just amusing to me. It's a week to Valentine's Day :) where prices of roses will escalate again -.- Too common a phenomenon makes it no longer one sighya. I suppose couplets come from couples. (:

I wonder why am i writing this shit, it doesnt make any sense to me so i suppose it wont make any to yall eh. nvm. im touched if there are actually readers. The net no longer interests me. Sometimes i really wonder what will interest me in the long run. ):

No pess from tday onwards, just Jess. ah no lol, crap T.T
Off to bed now as it's very late alr (at least to me sigh).

P.S maybe my interest is sth in grey, ha.
Nvm not impt, ^^

2009-01-17T15:51:00.002+08:00

we're only gg to the 3rd wk of term1 and there're tests alr wtfck.

damnit.

oh life is still gna go on lol.

iris daren jinqing in LA group for project work.

We will pwn all. mwaha.

Tts all for tday. -.-

Ciao.

Ha(i)

2009-01-11T00:18:00.003+08:00

I need to do my LA.

I really need to do my LA.

But i dont want to do my LA.

I will die if i dont do my LA.

Screw LA.

2009-01-01T00:11:00.002+08:00

say goodbye to the year filled with fun, joy, misery, and everything in 2008.
New class and new friends seemingly made 2008 an enjoyable year ^^
But i'm happy that 2008 is over.
It's past and forgetting the past is a nice thing hm. so yea.
How i wish that 2009 is gna be a different thing for me.
No this nor that and whatsoever. Tt'll be good.

It's finally a new chapter.
Look forward to it with a big wide smile. :D jst like tt.
Have an enjoyable New year and, most importantly, 2009!

^^
love.

2008-12-15T13:32:00.006+08:00

Nice, i overslept tday and didnt go for training. -.- Zz.
and tday's the 15th of december which implies.............
it's 2 weeks to school reopen. f that. Z.

Ok which kind soul will like to lend me their novels that they've completed since the irritating library aint gna let me borrow any books due to my cool fine that im oweing them. tsk.
*May our La tchr be Ilyana next yr,*

lol. gah, this is so irritating lol. okk, go finish up phy first.
Byee.

2008-12-10T23:06:00.002+08:00

I owe the library 36.75 bucks omg-.- and after looking at the titles of the books, i realise i didnt even borrow them at all. zomg. -.-
anw im not gna pay the fines, its so expensive ):
Whatever lol.
Training hm. Friday trial leh. I run so slow T_T bu ren lao ye bu xing le. D:
wonder why the others are so scared abt the trial. They all so pro oneszxzx.

Oh nvrmind. that's so depressing. I bought a cluedo set tday.
it's so fun omg but my sister pwns me. rawr, nvm gna have another round later. mwaha.
No mahjong tday leh. damn sad.
Kk dnt blog alr, no kick. Cluedo is my current love now hoho.
Ciao.

All the best dunman track team, :)

2008-12-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

wahaha more mahjong on sunday at dawei's house.
shouldnt have offered to bring the set. Thought there wasnt enough, -.-
And i had to walk a long way to dawei's house, what a bad start to a nice and sunny sunday morning. lol. .__.

yeah so mahjonged from 11-5, with exception of lunch and losers in a game.
Stress was fun too. Kimberly and Sharon aint rly gd at it. Jiayi won me twice and she proclaimed that she's gd. lols.

Yes what a fulfilling week. But it's gna be a boring one for the coming week. And theres only 3 weeks left to sch! wtfckzxxzxsdfjvngb.
hmwk undone: Physics, La, Chinese Bk review.
That should be it, it'd better be it. D:

And friday time trial, -.- aiya, cfm dnt nd go allcomers 1 alr. i so noob.
okay yes lol.
Being online is boring, and i almost missed Amazing race final tday. (This is a bad sentence)
Nick and Starr won! Starr is so pretty~ lols.

Shall go sleep soon. Mum says i've got panda eyes, and tts bad.
She said i look like double my age. T_T

ok ciao.

2008-12-05T22:19:00.002+08:00

Ha Ha Ha. Tmr's a saturday, which means it's more time with my love. (let u guess who it is).
LOL. it's just a bed... -.- no weird thoughts eh. good. :D
Training was cool tday, and it was fun aft that.
Went to sharon's house and played mahjong. Haha. Kimberly, jiayi, wenning, kaimin, fanghua, deon, dawei all gambling addicts sia. :D
But it was feigned as scrabble instead. =.= which scrabble game makes so much noise?!
too bad sharon's sis was only a p3 kid~

yeah yeah. Didnt win much leh T_T nvm i think theres another session on sunday. LOL.
i guess so. lol. FUN.

That shd be the way ma. Ha :D

2008-11-29T23:56:00.002+08:00

1 mth of holidays are left zomg.
hwk untouched cept math and chi. GG.
Nvm, shall take things step by step. Then wont so stress. lol :D
Back to my Hk dramas now.

Till then :D

2008-11-18T00:10:00.002+08:00

Roar blogging is so not my cup of tea. Boring ><
yes so holidays are passing day by day, hrs by hrs and minutes by minutes.
Hwk is up, and dnt feel like doing any. roar.
Everyday is so meaningless leh D:

Im not suppose to be here anw. GDBYE.

2008-11-09T00:03:00.003+08:00

Why must there be president elections! Creates more turmoil only lor. -.-
Tmr's a Sunday! or rather tday's a sunday hur.
blogger is a nice place to stare at. The plain background creates cool atmosphere. -.-
Ha at you for being so noob. lolol-.-

sian joseph join same tuition as maureeen. ahha.
next yr he owns all our ballxz.

dota is boring.

Gdnight pals. The bed is where i belong to.
wahahhaa.

zwx: Shares are so unpredictable anwww. you must be jealous if i've got lots of $$. wahha.

2008-11-07T00:05:00.000+08:00

Cherrios to Obama who won the presidency :D
May shares rise again, so that i will earn big bucks from it. wahhaha.
Best wishes to my legs and i wish them to recover asappp.

That's it and gdnight. :b

2008-10-21T23:53:00.002+08:00

Fuck ahr. -.- So all the exam papers were finally given back now, and to be honest it was so unsatisfactory. That's to me. People might just disagree with me.
Esp Math. it's just so urgh. URGH.
Failed this and that and that completes the 2008 dhs eoys exams.
tmr will be lessons for people i think. Cca leaders got some leadership niao training pork.
Quite okay since lessons will be missed. Ha.
Lol at maureen. -.-

Yeah. kudos to those who owned our butts and jiayous to all those who didnt do that well.
Theres always a next year for another try. Just that no one likes it lah ha.
And belonging to neither of the 2 groups of ppl mentioned above, i'll say congrats. -.-
Lets hope post exam activities will be fun and enriching. (cme trip wtp)
(: So Long.

Hm, so hows life. (:

2008-10-15T09:44:00.001+08:00

MWahahaha. Exams are over like,ooh finally. But not as excited as last year lah hohoho.
Class chalet later and i've not packed my damn stuffs yet. super tired & lazy luh.
A fever made it worse gah.

BUt it's over over over over over over.
everyone rejoice!

2008-10-07T13:06:00.003+08:00

3 subjects down! 4 more to gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. :D
time flies real fast yeh.

2008-09-13T19:36:00.002+08:00

Mid autumn festival was so ______. you fill in the blanks yourself yo.
except for seeing how jos and daren flirt with kahmin and jingjie, and me in jealousy after seeing what shermaine did, it was relatively boring.
the singing session by the tchrs and students was err, k.
was looking out how many zou ying there were, but couldnt rly hear due to the noisy atmosphere and yo.

yup so it was just like that. -.-
trained home with daren, bryn, jem, rumeng, kahmin, jingjie and binbin.
wow it was a real hilarious one.
rly good. but after that when i was home, i was so tired that i fell aslp aft bathing.
-.-

this sucks. studying sucks. life sucks. -.-

i wonder are you talking about me. it seems so.

2008-09-01T23:10:00.003+08:00

toa payoh, soh peishan/yongsheng, cah whatever.
screw. trigo really sucks.
sucks like the smelliest pile of dung you can find, sucks like the ugliest girl you can find, and everything.
hah. it rly doesnt feel good to be noob in maths -.-

maths supplementary lessons tday, and was so so.
my knowledge of trigo remained, nevertheless, constant or rather, stagnant. -.-
whatever. and popular dont seem to sell scream city lecture pads anymore.
sigh.

parents will be back 2 days later; well.
hope they're having fun. -.-

sean has to buck up, has to stop watching tv, has to stop playing psp, has to stop doing link-less things. blah.
i can feel the heat. unbearable worhxz.
i guess it's time for sleep.
gdnight everyone (if there is. ._.)

2008-08-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

if i had actually stayed there a while more; since youre alone, and we could yknow chat. blaa. what was the rush off for? pointless.

what a dry and heavy day today was. so mind-draining. and with olympics going on, i cant even concentrate on work. telling myself that exams're coming soon does not work. I'll just sit there and contd watching my tv. sigh. self-control ):

Speech, phy test, maths test, history test, all the tests and the holy eoys are coming one by one. By right, they should just screw off. sigh. and with her coming in and start screaming her head off, wheres the point in academic? it's just a routine that I, or maybe US, have to follow. Some prefers it, and yeah. That's their business anyway.

Maybe like what you said. im deceiving myself, -.-
a chance to think upon the marvellous deeds and acts yo.
abcdefg. im NFW, gdbye.

2008-08-13T22:36:00.003+08:00

a new beginning; refreshed.

national day holiday's over just like that. terribly wasted. terribly gah.
Lessons boring, dnt know how calculate mole, dnt know how solve log. no life lahh.
worse thing: im putting on weight. noo.

PC was good tday. hilarious. esp teresa. her mask was so cute ahhhha.
all of them were wonderful lah. :D
at least better than the talk we had last week.
everything but the finish. wheres the execution part! -.-

i dno what to blog. ._. i dnt want to blog. bye.

is it k if you dont get angry with me so often. -.-
lol.

2008-07-25T22:34:00.002+08:00

and yes its the end of the week with two days of rest which im so gonna treasure them.
being sleepy throughout the whole day sucks.
getting scolded by teacher for sleeping, and everything and anything.
sucks.

chemistry test.
how cool is this. apply the general knowledge of blue plus yellow equals to green, and you actually get an answer for a mcq?
to think i actually slogged out and study the god damn indicators.
they can just die, for all i care.
the difference of a digit also makes a diff of a mark. if only there were halves.
but half of smthn is just not that complete, o.o
i digressed.

the scenery to school's pretty nice today i dont know why.
maybe cause i've never sat on a right side of the bus for a long time.
maybe. everything's just full of maybes.
'Are you a guy?' Maybe.

its LA tmr, and 'cls bonding' before LA.
i think i wont have the energy to make noises when i get ks-ed, etc.
physically and mentally, i feel so drained. zomgsucks.
and ms fang has to add on to the misery by asking me to cut my hair which is of such niggar length.
one day her eyeballs are gna get gauged out by someone.
unfortunate. har.'

im gna get the maximum amount of sleep i can, NOW.
ive got to wake up early tmr. 11 PP hmmm. bye.

its the end of the month again. and it's just like the 4 seasons; its winter for me now.
):

2008-07-24T22:50:00.002+08:00

my sis is rightt. she says i should be optimistic cause it's the end of the week alr.
but i told her the end of the week means the starting of the week is coming in 2 days!
that sounds so depressing. a vicious cycle hm.

so it's chemistry test tmr! acids bases salts yo.
i shall kill it like as if i had a thousand years of hatred with it.
cause physics was totally flunked. it was just like the first physics CT! blooddyy.
and im currently wondering what'll ms fang do to me tmr.
she asked me to cut my hair, agn. -____-
well apparently i didnt though.

and hell i shrunk ):

all the best for all participating the speech performance tmrr hm.
(:

the knot's untied
and i should smilee.

2008-07-16T23:10:00.002+08:00

HA history test is over./ stalin can screw off. for the moment.
i dont know how to do chemistry.
the things that i know abt macbeth is as little as the amount of hair i've left.
binomials are teasing my brains.
seeing alice seah for 2hrs tmr is sure gna make me explode.
sch's ending at 315 tmr. and i've got plentyyy of time to study macbeth and take the macbeth plot quiz tmr. HA. quotes. screw you.

whats with all the tests and tests and tests.
it's not helpful at all.
detrimental in a way or two, surely.
and daren bryn jianfeng, lets go on an exercise outing instead of IT club outing next time lah.
it improves fitness hm.

i shall eat less from now on. im putting on weight.
plenty. ):

2008-07-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

okay i guess it's seriously time to wake up.
no more tv, no more computer but working hard and everything?
.____. the school is like stressing us out with the endless no. of tests.
it's the quantity and nothing else matters. hah.
like 4 tests in one week is seriously total madness. (mask of madness)
if i'd never remember wrongly, the max no. of tests(be it big or small, common or not common) in a week should be 3? :/
nothing is just going right. things that should be done are not done.
):

and it's school agn tmrr. if poverty's a vicious cycle, i wonder what's school.
i shall go and read macbeth. thats if i can keep my eyes open.

jiayi: yeah sure. hmmm i think i'll still wish you goodluck and all the best for the two races on wednesday hm. :D jiayou k.

2008-07-08T22:08:00.004+08:00

first day of school, and i feel it's so damned stresssful.
like tests in 2 weeks time?
and 7 weeks the term ends?
and in 11 weeks it's eoys?
wtfck?

we were TOLD of this today. nicely the first day of official school
and okay got back math test. circles and graphs of functions wow wow.
13's the highest zomg.
incredible. :O

and congratulations to all my jnrs.
and also shiying, yo.
impressive runs after runs :D all so pro ahha.
all the best for the semis runners and finals runners yea.
yall can do it derrr.
i feeel so noob.

and i actually got the highest score and highest kills in a dota game tday.
hah.

2008-06-24T18:14:00.002+08:00

it's elective week and soon idmi.
whatever it is, it's still school week.
hate it/

elective's been quite k. tday's session was great.
get to learn about the ancient china maths :O
my brain cells all died after the session.
pretty gd.

no school on thursday yay. other electives seem to have worh.
at least i can get my sleep;
im lacking them. gah/.

i have to finish my hmwk like, soon. esp LA.
Illyana's our new LA teacher zomg. (but i trust yuhding though, hmm. for the time being)
like yo, she gave me a few scary experiences before.
no doubts bout the fear.

off for my dinner, bye.

2008-06-08T23:05:00.003+08:00

Hi. kk thanks to all who wished me birthday on tagboard eh,
lets see. hmm. angela, fanghua, rochelle, shimin, jiayi, bryan and xitheng :D
yeah im old. oh manz. ):
i studied tday, wow :O havent been touching the books for like a week zomg.
die die. lolol. and i realise theres alot of stuffs for me to do lah.
i doubt a week will be enough D:
wdv lah. plus sch still reopening soon.
thanks man. :/
oh and rochelle, i'll do it when im back kay (:

hiatus frommm. 10 to 15 :D drop a tag if u wish to.
it's k. hah.
back to some maths work, bye :D

2008-06-04T23:58:00.002+08:00

it's a must to learn to 'kan kai'
if not consequences are :O lol.
i hate the fact that i've got to cut my hair cause i've to make my IC.
nvermind. at least i can drag some time. hoi.
hmwk is simply just killing me. if i dont get some done before my trip, i die la.
i wonder what im doing here when im supposed to be in bed.
well, at least i can leave this sad place called home in a few days time.
bye.

im 15 years and 2 days old.
they used to tell me such things, but seems like it isnt that important after all.
esp for you i'd suppose.

2008-05-26T23:42:00.009+08:00

爱人动物 by 苏打绿 is a nice song.
saw it on mtv tday (:
ha repeating that song on itunes just causes a reaction.
a mild one. hah.

and ps shiying. i didnt go trng cause i woke up at an ungodly hour of 11. zzzz.
sorry, ): coach gna fck me up down?
a prediction that will come true. *supposed

whole family's sleeping; peaceful yet, hai/
i doubt i'll be going out much during this holiday;
a deserved break, but i think other than projects, i'll just be rotting my ass off,
doing nthg. or, start reading chatlogs :O
hah.

10minutes to a new day.
if only a new day has an effect on me, sigh.
told ya it was a vicious cycle; and how right am i.
it's coming back to haunt me up down left right again,
lala.

if emo's a way of self-reflecting, i'll get a notebook and start to pen down my reflections every night before i sleep.
and maybe after a year or two, it'll be nice to read.
the foolish life one has been leading.
it wont be long. half a year has just past like a blink in the eye.
should consider. [:

if all tears freeze admist when they were teared,
gah.

i want a red keyboard for birthday.
thats just like saying i wanna ________ with you.
wdv,

i thought i said it was a good day in my prev post.
i guessed i changed my mind; like wow.

the beginning of the holiday,
just like the beginning of doom.
//

2008-05-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

it's a good day today,
really.
(:

no wild imaginations :O
haha, bye.
happy birthday jiemin. (:

2008-05-20T18:13:00.004+08:00

kdflshgffgsflkgjldfigfdo8ur92347g
This's just like a vicious cycle manz.
schooling aint interesting as i'd once though.
it's just fulfilling one's requirements, and it's neither a need nor want.
and to add on, my psp games arent working sudddenly for no apparent reason.
it just doesnt like me, grr.

and i feel fcking fat. i bet i've put on tonnes after camp.
no number of situps, bridge, and crunches(sp?) helps. im fat. grrrr.
and ive been doing this since i return frm level camp, (during camp too though)
and theres no effect yet,
i reckon tmr's training will just kill me. maybe just shoot me. tada.
or maybe time can reverse, and i can go to myanmar or sichuan for vacations where i can become one of the victims in the arms of the earthquake or cyclone.

zzz, it's just not right.
Ms Tan Heng Jie left last week before we went for our camp.
and after friday, Xue lao shi and Ms Clara Tan will be leaving too.
im wondering if the new Ireland teacher the school hired will be our new teacher. o.o
my LA will drop to an immediate D. im sure of tt.
and a new chinese teacher. seen him before, gg lah. xue lao shi is just, :D
if only she were 3 to 5 yrs younger hmm.
nah if dirty thoughts are running right in your mind now, clear them.
i dont mean it. ha.

newphysics tchr, Mrs Alice Tan.
she seemed pretty old though. noticed strands of white hair amongst the black ones; and maybe some dyed ones :O
wdvz. she is k. just hoping she wont be a boring tchr; wait, all teachers are boring in a sense.
hah.

well i wont be like other bloggers blogging abt the camp and posting pics and whatsoever.
i was just wasting my time in msia, and doing nonsensical stuffs which just doesnt make sense.
2nd June is coming. not any hint or what. chnl55 will have a nice show though. :D
it's gna take eons for such a phenomeon to happen agn. cos normally new shows start on monday; so maybe i've got to wait for 7 yrs. HAHA.
thats when im like 22.
who knows if im still alive.
it's just too unpredictable.

and advance bday wish to bryan, who turns 15 on 22 feb. :D
im helping you commercialise. bryan. hhaha. not like many people visits here anw.
'i dont go around asking people to view blogs. ha.
not like anyone in the right mind will though.
they're just too kiddy; i forgot i was once a kid. nevermind.

i shall go study circles since theres a test coming up on thursday.
im gna fail or score badly for it no doubts for that;
and if ure gna say im a mugger, so be it.
not like anyone knows what i do at home.
except for some, who i told; but yet they dont believe-.-
wdvz. gdbye.

love. it's another week+ to a sleepless night.
told ya it was a cycle,

2008-05-11T15:37:00.005+08:00

PTM was so so so boring. The whole day was so boring.
and ms fang was so hot in demand that parents queue up for a long time waiting to see her. each child's parents take an average of 20minutes, before leaving that honourable seat. lol.

couldnt stand the boredom and decided to go home 20minutes before scheduled time.
trained home with teoee, and it was :D
interesting heh.

and so, tmr's level camp. i hope i dont bring a running nose there. im having one now.
hahah. alright im gna pack my bag now.
maybe a nap before it.
hmm.

and teoee, my blogskin isnt emo lor. tsk.
and is sigh-ing a form of yawn? hahaha :D

2008-05-03T21:13:00.002+08:00

hiak. whoa, sry of lack of posts. :D
miss f doesnt wanna give us back our maths test! D:
if i fail i get 10bucks. :D how nice's that. heh.
but i'll lose a dollar if i pass. the latter's more likely the probable case hmm.
HAHA.

bunking with daren and jf for level camp. singing competition :O
nah just kidding. lol. later neighbour rooms come whacking our rooms door down.
:O scary encounter.

interclass is on monday, hm.
to all who's participating. ALL THE BEST :D
heh.

2008-04-17T22:19:00.002+08:00

maths test is over and i doubt i can get good results this time round.
was quite stuck at question 6 and with like 5-10minutes remaining, i looked left and actually see weian playing with cube. -_-
that demoralised me lol but managed to complete the ppr though. zzz.
damn the setter, roar.

chem test is tmrr. giant ionic structure, simple molecular structure, giant covalent structure, giant metallic structure. hmmmmm.
they've got properties yo. revise revise revise.
revise after this post hah. maybe i'll sleep. medicine's making me pretty drowsy.
i miss mr tan, yo. blah.

im pleased with chinese results, 57.5 hm.
but not pleased with the meagre haul of 12/20 for cloze passage.
it could have been an easy 16-20 lah. ):
and yaxin is imba. shermaine's imba toooo.
roar. this's called individual ability. (:

sunday's all comers, while kl and yd's been promoted one category up, i still remain constant.
haha neh mind. im slow you see. ):
alright im going back to my chem revision.
macromolecular hm.

2008-04-10T23:34:00.004+08:00

Date: 10 April 2008.

it's a bad day for me. bad sore throat coupled with bad coughs and flu.
they really made my day. my nose was as red as a fire engine, and i feel breathless even when im sitting down, not doing anything. rah.

and we had chinese chengyu test. I'm hoping that the close psg and the compre is okay too.
chinese had never been good, for me. neither is english/LA.

Gotten back Film studies test, empire of the sun extract test and comprehension. i wont say it's good but neither will i say the opposite. it's just normal or slightly lousier than expectations. LA will be pretty hard to catch up, and maureen. lets start work soon, lol.

chem prac was screwed. as usual my answer sheet will be wet. and it's a phenomenon that never fails to occur during practicals. kinda chionged out the last qn deciding on yada and bla. lol i think it isnt convenient to say here. tchr reads blog yknw. -.- chem prac killed me, literally. i had to control as i had no tissue to blow my nose. -.- it's just ew. so disgusting. and yes mr tan, i dno how to fold the filter paper. zz. lol.

yeah and ms clara tan's nice. nicer than ahemahem. lol :X
okay this week seems to pass pretty pretty fast. HSK is on saturday. i wanna pon lah. zz.
):

being sick causes me to imagine many stuffs ):

2008-03-31T22:13:00.003+08:00

mondayyyyyyyyy. D:
i feel so shagggg after SPH relays ytd. rahh.
timing was bad D: i did badly, i shouldnt have allowed lane 7 runner to close up with me. roar.
wdvz. it's all over-.- the cdiv guys and girls did well, yay. :D

school was preeetaye okay tday, just that we were harrassed by some bastard at paya lebar mrt. zzz. he talked like some robot. #(&*^UDOFUODUFOD non-stop. -.-
yo yo. Kfc was gay. but, at least i wont imagine things :/

and Andrew's being bet by everyone that he will be the first one to get thrown out by Mr Leong, and i will be the second one. -_______-
and andrew's pm was like saying, if he doesnt get thrown out he gets the money. lol!
he's just so hilarious :D

yah yah, and tday's day 2 of misery roar.

想哭来试探自己麻痹了没 rah.

heres tag replies.

haojin: hmmm 400's your fav event? cool, you can be like me, heh :D

donovan: haha you sound so cheemo, but yeah thanks lots. :D how did you find your way here one hmmm?

shiying: i no emo rah. yeah, thankyouuus :D -gasp. reminds me of sunday, haha.

jf: haha, it's k :D what happened lur hur.

mabel: yeah im okay, sure yo. :D i'll relink. thanks seniorrrr, heh.

wenxin: yeah i'll try, heh. seeyou on training on wednesday :D

joyce: first thing first. jsut tag urself as joyce! lol :D haha okay la, thankks (:

jiayi: yeah. you've got more than me right! haha, :D meow meow :X lolol.

maur: yeah. okay okay lo.

deon: yups :D train hard k, youre a shining star, lol. so corny; -.-

yingying and cas: yeahh, sports day over. so fast, :/ yeah and thanks. abit too late lur hur. haha.

bryn: fluke? tyco. :D i told u in school le, hoho.

phew done;D

2008-03-29T18:42:00.002+08:00

sports day was bad. at least for me.
i did badly, i gave the team a bad start for 4x100, im unable to catch up with the cchm runner when running 400, yada and blah and zzzz.
so, a 3rd for 4x100, and 4th for 4x400.
and theres actually a medal this year for the last team in the relays. zzz.
i didnt feel like going up and take the medal when the results were announced. ha zz.
furthermore the day was spoiled by an unexpected factor. kinda gross to spell it out, hah.

congrats to the Cgirls who broke the 4x400 record by an amazing 18 seconds.
they're really strong :D
a sad thing that yall were unable to win the gold for 4x100 too. but it's k. train harder:D
grats to deon too. 2 golds and 3 silvers. thats an amazing feat :D
train hard manz, the nationals finals are waiting for you.
and not to forget shiying and her amazing 5 gold haul for another year, which makes it 3 in a row. incredible woman. lol.

sometimes i wonder, why cant i be like them.
they can run so fast and win trophies/medals.
i feel so lousy. zzz.

and im awaiting the best day of my life on either monday or wednesday, when coach is gonna start training me for 400.
it's not that i dont want. i've not been training that for a year, and im sure i will lose to deon lah. blahh. sean, u suck.

and an addition thing that i found out tday, really's enough.
i've come to realise that im sucha stupid, brainless fool who lives in a world of my own, oblivious to the things thats happening around me.

2008-03-26T22:06:00.002+08:00

go go go go go. :D
should i take subsidise bus to bishan on fri, or take direct bus down from my house? ://
:O time is just passing too fast zomg.
and why must sports day be on the 28th.

had last training before showdown on friday. confidence's the key, and i kind of lack it. i shall brainwash myself before i go to sleep today and tmr.
my mind goes blank when im at the startline. shit. :/
bishan stadium has certain memories, for me. havent been there for like almost 2 years, and to be running there infront of the school will be pretty awesome.
:D

i wont be in the spotlight on friday, and thats pretty sad to me D:
but it's k and, i think it's alright.
it's kinda good to lie on a low profile, esp on a 28th.
and i suppose i've been keeping a low profile these few months,
and im not feeling good about it. ):
wdv lah, im not suppose to emo.

and, i like your white watch. :D nvmz, not that this comment will be taken seriously.
and glad, i've got to say a big thank you to what you said to me tday.
so what, if thats the case. at least that lets me reflect on myself and everything.
it's okayy, but that hurt me alot. alot.
it's not i could control the outcome and all right.
hah.

im hoping im not affected nor distracted on fri.
i'll try my best and not find you. at least i won't be that sad. at least.

2008-03-23T22:19:00.003+08:00

it's never nice for a monday to come.
it's the start of the week, which makes me super grumpy and all. gahh.
i've got the feeling ms fang's gna screw me. for dno what goddamn reason. zzzz.
and i've wasted the day; by doing maths, and going out, but not buying anything -.- ; gd improvement hmm.

online mahjong's a temporary solution on boring weekends. it might be different; if
and training's gna start early for me tmr.
pray that i bring my running mood to school tmr, or else i'll be dragging my feet on the track. oh no. that's not good :X

i've concluded;
my maths ct marks is a fluke.
if it happens again, for the next one, i will...
i've got no idea what i'll do lol.

and i finally unds the reason behind everyth.
but i still cant accept the fact , though it'd alr happen. yada blah.
):

2008-03-21T22:39:00.003+08:00

i should not be so blur another time.
i set the alarm, and i've forgot to on it.
result: i woke up at 1030 when i was supposed to wake up at 9. -_-
and i was 1hr and 15minutes LATE in the end. lol.
and laura was at paya lebar when i was in bed. -.-

okay, so we've successfully completed the ace proposal :D
Ken Leong better not reject it D:
it's done in like 3hrs la. it's damn fast zomg. next time got proj i wna do with them agnz :D
haha. psp-ed, sang, attempted to dl maple but failed.
nyien's hse environment is good. it made me feel good when singing lolol.
but, i was sneezing throughout the wholeday lah. and my nose fcking red.
laura said if you rub your nose too much, the blood vessel will burst O.O
thats pretty scary -_-

had BK for dinner and jf left for his cousin hse.
and i attempted to do maths! :D
thats super not me, but well.
nyien and laura saw a couple kiss outside. i missed an exciting sight :O wdvz.
and i stoned after doing jst a qn-.- my nose is just so irritating. zzz.

trained back with laura and yunzhen.
it was a gd decision to have went to boon lay first.
if not, we'll be on our feet until we reach our destinations :O
and boon lay has alot indians boarding the train D: :X
maybe good friday is the chacne for them to have a gathering hahaa.

and i got my tights just now. yay. i shall wear it on monday :D
jf will be the one without it then. lol.
and happy bday yingying, and laura said it was geok's bday tday, so happy bday geok! :D

im quite happy tday.

ps/; my sis told me she saw ps tday.